Hi there ^^

the last update was in januari so i thought it might be a good idea to write a short new journal just to let you know what i've been up to lately.

the job-hunt continues since there are no jobs vacant in my branche at all. i still do work parttime at the clothingstore but the hours aren't that great and not that much >.< one week i work 3 to 5 days, the next week not even half a day and sometimes not at all.. it's been over a year and yes i did already have several job interviews but all ended the same with a big fat rejection saying i'm too young, i'm too old, i'm not experienced enough or that my educationlevel is too high... *like wtf* sadly i'm not the only young adult struggling to find a job, it's not going that well for younger people here in the Netherlands, especially when you just graduated and have no to little experience. ah well, i just keep on looking, sending letters and going on shitty interviews for even shittier parttime jobs which lead to nothing XD i still have hope! :3

a sad thing happened earlier this month, one of my cats got pretty ill and the vet did cost me quite the money. but i'll do anything for my cats so eventhough it cost me like half my month's income, i'd eat dry bread or nothing at all if i have to ^^ good news is that the vet was able to help him pretty well and he's on a special diet now with his brother. in two months we have to go back for some other tests to see if it's all going well again. oh and another bad thing is that on mothersday, roy's grandma had to go to the hospital, that wasn't going too well either and still isn't really doing better.. we visit her as much as we can but i can tell it's making roy extremely exhausted. he still works fulltime and works extra hours at home, 4 evenings a week. i try to make it all work as comfy as it can but things like that are really exhausting anyways..

but back to positive things: lately i've been focussing a lot on my beautyblog and i must say it is doing pretty good i spend a lot of my free time working on blogposts and testing out new products so that is a lot of fun and i can make a little more money from it. not much yet but there is a start ^^ photography and all those things are a bit less important to me right now, but i do try to shoot at least twice a month when i get some new inspiration.

eventhough life is kinda rough lately, i keep my head up and fight for better times <3